What I genuinely enjoy about life is it’s unpredictability. Sure life has beaten me down multiple times, it has given me scars and bruises that are both visible and not.
There are permanent markings in my mind and tear stains on my cheek, there are scars across my wrist and marks on my arms but there are also wrinkles around my eyes from smiling too hard, there have been times when my stomach hurt from laughing too much, there are memories that make me smile and laugh to this day and help me out of my darkest times engraved into my mind.
Life is unpredictable and thus beautiful. I had no idea I would be this kind of person three years back, I was positively sure I would be the kind of person to smile at all times and have friends everywhere and always be happy. I didn’t know I would be writing three years back, I didn’t know I would enjoy the music I do now. I didn’t expect to have the friends I do now. I didn’t expect this life but that is what I got.
Life has indeed surprised me and it has been both a pleasure and horrible. I like the unpredictability of life and am waiting for what it has in store for me both with anticipation and anxiety.